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新年新希望

2012-01-03T01:33:00.003+08:00

准时起床
不要赖床
不要再为了看戏而迟睡
要早睡早起
上班不迟到
目前的目标
哈哈

2011-12-13T18:54:00.001+08:00

不教我没关系

我会自己研究
我不是笨蛋

不稀罕你的帮助

友谊

2011-12-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

朋友就像片片拼图，
结合后构成一幅美丽的图画，
如果不见了一片，
就永远都不会完整，
你，
就是我不想遗失的那重要一片

2011-11-12T20:39:00.004+08:00

把太细的神经割掉
会不会比较睡的着
把太硬的脾气抽掉
会不会比较被明了
你是魔鬼中的天使
所以送我心碎的方式
你是魔鬼中的天使
让恨变成太俗气的事
当谁想看我碎裂的样子
我已经又顽强重生一次
尽管叫我疯子
不准叫我傻子

2011-11-12T00:33:00.003+08:00

我真的累了
以后都不在理会了
要学会放手
要学会不带任何感情
要学会不上心
要学会无所谓
要学会抽离

要学会跟孤独做朋友
这都是我要学会的

2011-11-01T19:24:00.002+08:00

2011 have come to end and other 2 months will be 2012....
It will be next level of life....

Convo n mama trip^^

2011-10-16T01:17:00.009+08:00

KLCC
to prove that mama n didi come to KL

i-city
not much picture taken
coz lazy...haha

dinner at Kim Garry after convo

my convo

thank aya n miaw for the gift
thank mama n didi for the dinner
hope that mama and didi have a nice trip

睡不着

2011-09-19T01:57:00.005+08:00

问人世间情为何物？？？
我真不明白。。。
应为在情感里我是白痴。。。
不论是在人迹关系还是在情感我都不是高手。。。
永远都是失败永远都是不讨人欢喜的那个。。。

p/s: 很久没发挥我的写作能力了，应为睡不着所以胡乱写了些东西。

是这样吗？？？

2011-09-12T10:59:00.003+08:00

爱情里，总有一个主角一个配角，累的永远是主角，伤的永远是配角；
有时爱也是种伤害，残忍的人选择伤害别人，善良的人选择伤害自己。。。

我很在意。。。

2011-09-07T14:11:00.002+08:00

有时很难不去在意别人说什么。。。
就像今天被人说我大只。。。
也许是时候减肥了。。。

2011-09-05T19:48:00.003+08:00

过去已是历史，没法改变。。。
为未来努力，那才是现在该做的事。。。
加油吧。。。

2011-05-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

最近一为朋友发生了一些事情。。。
让我想了很多。。。
真心对你来说到地是什么。。。
很多时候当你真心的对待一个人的时候
往往受伤的永远都是自己。。。
是不是因为我们都要求回报。。。

休息

2011-05-16T12:27:00.001+08:00

休息是为了走更长的路。。。
好好的休息。。。
将来会更美好。。。
加油。。。

不再

2011-05-09T09:45:00.002+08:00

黑白的世界也许没有彩色世界那么精彩。。。
但黑白的那一份宁静和那一份的安详。。。
切是我想向往的世界。。。
也许那才是我该逗留的世界吧。。。
不再有色彩不再有精彩。。。
也许。。。

black n white

2011-05-06T11:45:00.003+08:00

my world use to be colourful...
but now tat is no more colour...
only let black and white...

朋友

2011-05-06T11:14:00.005+08:00

想念老朋友。。。
真的很想念。。。
但一个在东一个在西。。。
有什么办法可以想见的时候就见得到。。。
不想一年只能见那几次。。。
但又没办法。。。
大家都有自己的工作。。。
又不在同一个地方。。。
人生为什没就是这样。。。
没一样可以让你满意。。。
难道这就是人生吗。。。

为什么好朋友就只能有那么几个。。。
当你有了那几位好朋友后。。。
为什么就在也没办法交到跟多的好朋友呢。。。

真的很感伤。。。

真心。。。。。。

2011-05-01T23:42:00.006+08:00

很多时候你真心待人，人家为必真心待你。
这就是现实生活必修的其中一课。。。。。。
但我没学会。。。
很多时候还是会失望。。。

我必须学会一个人吃饭，一个人旅行，一个人生活。。。。。。
心和感情收起来。。。。。。
或许就在也不会失望了。。。。。。

what next...

2011-04-28T01:27:00.003+08:00

year 2011, april have come to end...i have to admit that working life damn boring... everyday the same thing to be done... some time i wonder am i working just for the salary that i get to get myself survive...

is really time for me to sit down and think about my future.. am i going to continue be like this or that some thing i sure get it done....

what next....

time to make decision...

2011

2011-01-01T00:08:00.001+08:00

yes..now is 01.01.2011.. another year. new year, new goal, new wisher.. i wish every one all the best and have a blessed year in year of 2011. happy new year... ;)

我就是我

2010-12-22T23:09:00.004+08:00

我不停在人海里穿梭
世界那么辽阔那个角落真正属於我

不屑的视线对着我那种冷漠几乎将我淹没
只能独自在黑暗中摸索
一路上没有人陪我自己默默承受着寂寞

曾经的迷惑我已挣脱
曾经有过退缩但我现在不想再躲
做的一切也许不会有结果但至少我努力过
过程的酸甜我也尝过

或许你认为时间都被我无畏挥霍
拜托你又不是我怎么知道我想怎么过
只要不是得过且过那还有什么不妥

不想被现实逼迫事情该怎么做难道还要众人评过
用力反驳反驳大家说我错错错

我并不懦弱你没有资格让我的心一片一片剥落
没有资格让我的眼泪混浊
看着自己的轮廓说只为自己活

因为我就是我

星星

2010-12-19T14:17:00.004+08:00

天上最美丽的莫过于繁星了
一颗颗闪耀着光芒
明灭不断地
仿佛诉说着一个世纪又一个世纪的故事
黑暗里唯一的光明
没有热量却又如此的温暖
那一定是世人曾经下的愿望
那么的美丽疯狂勇敢
那一定是恋人间从未断的思恋
那样的强烈深情折腾
又听说那是人类死后变化成的守护星
凡人就是这样死心不悔地
创造出一个又一个美丽的传说
明明相信了嘴里却喊着
不过是骗人的东西
自然界特有的景物
不过是颗会发光的星星
切总让人目眩神迷
却总让人神牵梦索

累了

2010-11-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

心累了，找个宁静的夜晚，听听音乐，可以直透你心灵，涂鸦几笔，挥洒生活的酸甜苦辣......
心累了，看看蓝天白云，吹吹风。让风吹去满腹的委屈，吹去心中的寂寞，吹去淡淡的忧愁......
心累了，独自一个人还可以躲着大哭一场，以便于卸下压在心中的包袱，笑着面对生活。
心累了，自己可以打上背包去远游，让自己的心在美丽的景色中沉醉，远离尘世的喧闹。
心累了，就找个适合自己的方式，给心放个假，让自己活得更轻松，更洒脱，更开心......
即使全世界的人都对自己不好，自己也要对自己好一点，学会善待自己，享受生活！
累了，给自己放个假吧......

Nothing...

2010-10-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

it been a year i know. my friend have just remind me.. after 1 year life still going on.. im still the same old rachel. nothing have been change..

cheer up...

2009-10-24T18:02:00.001+08:00

day in day out..today already 24 Oct. time passing by real fast. just like one of the friend say life is short,why should i let it to bbe grey. cheer up friends... everyday is the blessing from God.... live a life with a beautiful colour...

what friend mean to you???

2009-10-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

i get this from my friend...

we met as strangers,
thrown together by fate.
some of you grow up with me,
others i have only known a short while.

some of you i have hugged constantly over the years,
and other i met at a time when hugging was 'un-cool',
and it has stayed that way,
though the times have changed around us.

some of you i have not yet met in person.

every one of you has enriched my life.
you have helped to teach me,
to guide me on this often turning
and forking road of life.

you have been with me through the good times and the bad.
you have comforted me when i cried,
held me when i was afraid,
and laughed with me when i was happy.

and though the distance between us is not great,
it is great enough.
i am no longer afraid to reach out and hug you,
in fact i long to do it.

you had walked with me for so long,
that i was afraid to venture on alone.
yet even as i feared the dark of night,
along come other to help me on my journey,
in hopes that i would walk with them,
so they need not journey on alone.

they picked up where you left off,
and now they are no longer strangers.

who are you? you might be my brother,
my sister, my cousin, an old aquaintance or a new one.
but first and foremost,
i call you friend.

and i miss you if you are away,
and if you are here,
then i thank you for standing by my side.

and so i send you this,
so that you might know that someone,
somewhere,
is thinking of you,
praying for you,
and loving you.

and that person is me.

may God grant you peace and happiness in your times of t rail,
and watch over you,
so that one day we will meet again.

out of you way...

2009-09-24T15:48:00.001+08:00

many time in life thing hhave go differently way we want it to be. sometime went you look back only tyen you realize that even it didn't get it done the way you want it to be still it happen to be something is good for you.

of cause when it happens that time you find it so hard to accept. for sure we will keep on complaint why this thing have happen to me?? what the lesson behind it God want me to learn
?? usually will only realise it after it happen, only at that point of time we realise that the lesson that we need to learn, that the human nature.

in the bible, joseph made the best of a bad situation and saw God's hand in it. even though he had been deserted, sold in to slavery, flasely accused and put in jail, but joseph still make the best of it and keep on trusting God.

went the time you find yourself in a difficult situation i will learn from joseph. because maybe God is doing something that you don't see at the time. perhaps the way you handle it could be an encouragement to other. who knows, God maybe using your time of trial to prepare the way to be a blessing to other people that you could ever know.

LiFe

2009-07-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

holidays here i come again. last wed nite still busy with my study and know i having my 2nd last semester break. after this one it will be and other sem break, then no more. count back i been here to study 2yrs plus dy. time really fry. after this i really have to come out to work dy. so have to take the change really enjoy te holidays. emm... don't know how the working life will going to be? i really don't know how. i still waiting unto God, where should i go? i really have no direction now.

life is full with lot of different thing. some time you just don't know how to face it. it just happen at that point of time which really make you loss all you direction. last friday i loss my wallet, i really thank God for her who help me at that point of time. i loss my ic, atm and my martic card. some more the following week in my final dy. good thing she is there to fetch me here nad there to get everything settle. really want to said thank you for willing to take up her study time to help me. if not her i don't think i can sit for my final exam. not just only her i oso need to thank they other who help me ad well. really thank you so much for willing to give me your hand went i need help.

weekEnd with transformer

2009-07-01T15:38:00.000+08:00

even is busy, but last week i have a good week end. watching transformer 2. it real nice, those who like transformer 1 should watch this. you will fall in love with it. i'm serious.

rush..rush

2009-07-01T13:43:00.003+08:00

this short semester is real rush. now final is around the corner dy. really don't know what to do. haven't study yet, at the same time still having a lot of assignment to do. headache.. headache.. help me ...ahhhhhhhhh...........

oh no! my phone

2009-02-01T18:53:00.002+08:00

ya, my phone. i just dope my phone into the toilet bowl at miaw house during the 5th day of chinese new year. what a sad day. miaw telling me said that maybe is the time for me to change my phone dy. :-(

anyway, tomorrow im going back. holidays is over is time to go back dy. so ya, friend from kuching bye bye. will see u guys again in some day. hehe.

new year new year i love u..

2009-01-29T21:22:00.002+08:00

wah.. so fast today is the 4th day of chinese new year. think back the few day before chinese new year is really busy with all the preparation now is already the 4th day.

anyway,leaving soon. very soon. haha..the holidays is just to short for me to meet all my friend wish to have a longer one if can. but our uni just only have 2 days holidays. so can't skip class for too long tot. so no choise have to be back soon.

home sweet home

2009-01-23T20:41:00.002+08:00

is nice to be home. home always is the best place. em... is have been one year im not back. is always nice to be back, kolo mee, laksa... haha... CNy is arround the coner, have a blessed new year.

.........what to write

2008-07-18T15:42:00.002+08:00

wah.. it been more that 2 month i didn't update my blog dy. haha.. finaly i get a chance to update. but just don't know what to write.

no more....

2008-04-18T14:26:00.003+08:00

it has been a long while didn't update my blog. this few week busy with study... hmm... finally im free. that feeling is real good. no more mid nite oil, not more worry... haha... it really good...

happy...

2008-03-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

ya, really happy for him.truly..
Finally he found his miss right.
going to meet her soon, very excited. haha....

cherish

2008-03-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

last nite call a friend just know that she meet an accident. this remind me of a lot of thing. come over to this uni to study actually i really listen a lot accident that happen to our uni student. since i come back for 3 week it already happen two accident and both accident also having people die. every day coming in and out really thank god for taking care of me not being into any accident. went i think back, accident really can just happen between a second.
we can just being take home like this. some time we really take life for granted, every nite go to sleep it just like for sure we will wake up the next day, do u ever think that if god just take you home went you are sleeping. are you ready for it??? this really make me think....
cherish your life before you lose it....

Final is near

2008-03-04T13:34:00.003+08:00

final is really near, it just left then one month then is final dy. i realy don't have much time left. better stay study. sign... don't know why just feel that this semester time is really flying. really busy with lot of thing. serving in church, busy with test, assignment. arrr... really hope that one day can have more then 24 hour. but god give everyone of us 24 hour for sure it will be enough for us it just how you going to use it . need to go class, is going to start soon.

exam, exAM, EXAM....

2008-02-29T16:22:00.004+08:00

since come back from CNY i really get crazy with all my test. one of my friend get crazy with her assignment and i get crazy with my test.
finally everything is over now. but final exam is coming soon. time really fly. that day i just realize tat this semester i haven't get the to read a single novel yet and final is near dy, i think one of the reason is because i added any other subject that why extremity busy.
no matter what i still need to go through this semester, what i can do is giving my best.

back to uni...

2008-02-16T18:21:00.003+08:00

ya, holidays is over. friend and everyone is leaving. actually tis time coming back over here it really make me feel heavy to leave. just don't know why. i think maybe is because of mom and dad, dad is really work hard for his two daughter who's one study at Sabah and the other one study in west Malaysia. this time went back for CNY is 6 month after i left home actually, so is half of the year i didn't see dad. when i see him it just make me want to finish my study as soon as possible. i hope went i'm out to work dad can just stay back at home and enjoy the rest of his life. i know i will be one day in two year time. i believe i can...

a talk...

2008-02-13T23:40:00.007+08:00

have good talk with him today. it have been a long time i didn't talk to him like this. for the six month that i'm not here it really happen alot of thing in everyone life. just only can say that everyone is growth up. start to have their own problem that hard to share with other. i believe that no matter how close u with ur buddy is that still something that he or she won't share with u. so everyone having their own world that no one can't step in. everyone having their own boundry....
that a time i really asking myself, u can't even be honest to urself how r u going to be honest to other. how honest u can be to urself and how honest u can be to other that something really make me think. i admit that most of the time that alot of thing that i just keep it to myself. sometime just scare that if u share with other what they going to think of u. u also don't know what she or he going to tell. maybe is because of the hurt that even have it still there. it might not bleeding any more, but the scar is still there.
if can take out ur heart i believe that is thousand scar over the heart. some scar might look good outside but it still bleeding and mayb having infection inside.
no one can do the healing. u still need to come back to Him. only him can do the healing...

one more days...

2008-02-13T00:07:00.001+08:00

going back to school at this coming thursday. this is my first time coming home after i have been study at west malaysia. the next time to be home i think will be next year chinese new year. coz i don't have 3 month holidays will only get to go home during new year time. is good to be home, meet up with lot of old friend.
it been a long time i didn't update my blog. don't have to the time to sit own and write something. busy helping mum to do this and that to get ready for chinese new year and also meet up friend whom long time didn't see.
it will be very busy after this new year break.... will going to busy with alot of test, assigment and also my final exam.
it just only left 1 month plus to my final...

back...

2008-02-01T13:51:00.001+08:00

ya, i'm at kuching now. come back for chinese new year... good to be home

Final is over

2007-11-27T02:28:00.000+08:00

finally final is over. so having time to update my blog
having my last paper during 23 of nov hope i will do will in my exam. tell the truth i really scare for this time final, i think because is the first time that using english to answer question. so is the first time i feel so stress. i have never feel stress during my 3 year in politec.

anyway is over now. hope can enjoy my holidays. ya not going back for holidays this time tell the truth i miss my friend those who are at kuching. friends... i do miss u guys...

ptptn name list is out as well just get it sigh at 26 nov. really thank God for that.

ya, i think this it. have to go sleep now is getting very late...
hopa well update soon again...

SOoooo long

2007-10-04T12:18:00.000+08:00

name list for ptptn still not out yet...
when will it be out....
hope it will be out asap....
worry bout it...

hard to update

2007-09-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

hard to go online over here. even that is internet at library but alot of thing that cannot log in. msn, friendster and sometime even my blog also cannot log it. that why is hard for me to update my blog.

sorry friend, for those who read my blog. hehe...

em... ya, exam is near. now is getting busy with study. really hope can do well in my exam...
scare because is in english. the rest of the subject still ok coz is calculathing, but not for my business law. it really make me headache.

going to have holidays soon. having two week holidays for raya celebration. finally holidays come. not going back for year end holiday, but try to go back at CNY. so this year will be having christmast here don't know how would it be. haha....

i think that it. hehe... next time try my best to update my blog more....

life over here...

2007-08-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

it have been 1 month seen i leave home. i enjoy the student life over here. not much thing to do everyday just go to class then come back. stay at hostel, all my housemate is chinese. the only one who not a chinese is orbah. but i think she enjoy there stay together with us. every weekend going down to klang and stay at a.sherlee house then sunday go to HCA. it surch a enjoy. tell the truth i enjoy the life over here more. staying with a.sherlee it just make me feel at home. next week will meet angelia out at klang coz she also going to klang as well. hehe...
merdeka is near, the celebration is so much greater then kuching. even my uni also having a very big celebration for it. having all kind of program to welcome it. ya, i think i just staop here. got to go... take care ang god bless.

~ oh, ya. gracie i leaving at the 25 of jun tat day. sorry i just get u msg... ^_^

First day,Frappe,Jenny...

2007-06-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

first day of work not so bad just checking out thing tat i will going to do. manager hving a very high expectation on me. it just make me scare.

a lot of old friend who work there no longer there any more. so a lot of new people tat i don't know. even tis time i doing some thing tat i study but i still find it hard. coz is audit is not account. so hopefully can cope with it will n oso hope my senior will be patient with me.

ya after work hang out with some very old friend at frappe, nice place i enjoy it. after tat we going to jenny as well, a lot of thing to buy.

didn't get to buy anything. i think maybe is because is too much thing so don't know which one to choose. haha...

ya better go to bed, tomorrow working...

busy but enjoy it

2007-06-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

emm...

ya the team have left. sure will going to miss them. coz really spend a lot of time together with them. bringing them to cultural vilage, breakfast, lunch , dinner... they just owesome.

it really a busy week for most of us. coz pastor is not here. so alot of thing that we need to take care. but at the other way we really get to learn a lot of thing. is really a good training for us.

the respond for concert was great. a lot of people given their lives to christ. planing to invite them to come during this tuesday to do some follow up

tomorrow might go to work, not sure yet. coz havent get the call. so will check it out and see how.

not use to it...

2007-05-26T13:43:00.000+08:00

not use to tis new blog...
alot of thing don't know how to use...
friend whom go study is coming back soon. really hope get to meet him...
1 of my closet friend...

finally i'm a blogger

2007-05-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

ya, finally i get to create my own blog. but still abit sakai, coz a lot of thing do know how to use hahaa...